Today is the last day of the Seminar. Well, indri asked me if i can accompany her to Jedi's house, coz she wanna make her assignment. But i dont know whether Jedi want to see me again or not. It's a silly thought huh? but hey, in my position, ur minds are forced to think beyond common sense! so i told jedi if i 2can come over and he said ok.. (see, how silly my mind make me to think!)
I'm still typing this sermon summary, it have to be finish before friday, and i'm goin as fast as my hands can dance on top of the keyboard.. sigh.. i miss Jedi so much.. :\ well, i finally got to his house, they picked me up.. but i cant simply found my coziness there. Maybe becoz i'm hoping Jedi will be so glad to see me, that he wants me to come by to his house 2. But.. it turns out to be one big mistake. he didnt care that much. So dimas picked me up and went to his house and have a little chit chat with Yarra, say hello to 'tante' and Dea. Viewed and listened to the Cd's playlist.. then went back home with dimas' friends. i apologize to Jedi today. Still cant think living a life without him. I wonder if he feels the same way.. or maybe Yarra's right? No, I only want to believe my trust and faith in God. Amen for that!!